{"id":58,"date":"2024-05-23T22:27:25","date_gmt":"2024-05-23T20:27:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/alyxtj.fr\/blog\/?p=58"},"modified":"2024-05-23T22:41:25","modified_gmt":"2024-05-23T20:41:25","slug":"something-golden-something-dead","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/alyxtj.fr\/blog\/2024\/05\/23\/something-golden-something-dead\/","title":{"rendered":"Something golden, something dead"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Je cherche cette vid\u00e9o, c’est un lost media <\/em>de mon c\u0153ur. Vous ne l’aurez pas, c’est moi qui l’avait cr\u00e9\u00e9e, c’est moi qui l’ai perdue.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ce matin, avec Oriane, nous sommes retourn\u00e9es \u00e0 l’h\u00f4pital. C’est notre cinqui\u00e8me tentative.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Blending out for once
I know there’s less to life
Once more it’s looking for me
Saying yes instead of no
And wondering what to make
Of my directions
Won’t be long that’s just to gaze
And days will fall to dreams
Something familiar
It’s all, all, all, all
It’s all, all, all, all
It’s all, all, or nothing<\/p>\nAu Revoir Simone – \u00ab\u00a0All or Nothing\u00a0\u00bb, 2009<\/cite><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Je croyais que j’\u00e9tais capable de rester positive quoi qu’il arrive. Ces derniers mois je suis presque trop fatigu\u00e9e pour sourire avec elle, avec vous. Faut dire, j’ai l’impression de faire le m\u00eame effort depuis 20ans, sans que \u00e7a tire trop sur les zygomatiques eh je fais mes \u00e9tirements. Depuis 6 ans c’\u00e9tait plus simple, j’\u00e9tais sans doute r\u00e9ellement heureuse. Je le suis encore, et j’aimerais \u00eatre \u00e9puis\u00e9e de tant de bonheur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

J’aimerais \u00eatre r\u00e9ellement \u00e9puis\u00e9e avec vous. \u00c9puis\u00e9e \u00e0 l’avenir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Je n’ose pas chercher la vid\u00e9o. Je dois l’avoir sauvegard\u00e9e, sur le cloud sur le nas sur une cl\u00e9 sur une carte sd. Une relique dans son \u00e9crin num\u00e9rique. Pourquoi. Il n’y a pas de porte-bonheur.<\/p>\n\n\n<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Je cherche cette vid\u00e9o, c’est un lost media de mon c\u0153ur. Vous ne l’aurez pas, c’est moi qui l’avait cr\u00e9\u00e9e, c’est moi qui l’ai perdue. Ce matin, avec Oriane, nous sommes retourn\u00e9es \u00e0 l’h\u00f4pital. C’est notre cinqui\u00e8me tentative. Blending out for onceI know there’s less to lifeOnce more it’s looking for meSaying yes instead of …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[24,26,23],"class_list":{"0":"post-58","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-non-classe","7":"tag-les-concerts-a-emporter-en-144p","8":"tag-pma-pour-toustes","9":"tag-something-verdant-something-blooming","10":"anons"},"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/alyxtj.fr\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/58","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/alyxtj.fr\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/alyxtj.fr\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alyxtj.fr\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alyxtj.fr\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=58"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/alyxtj.fr\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/58\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":65,"href":"https:\/\/alyxtj.fr\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/58\/revisions\/65"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/alyxtj.fr\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=58"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alyxtj.fr\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=58"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alyxtj.fr\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=58"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}